The track was designed to break the silence on these issues and remind listeners experiencing similar, universal struggles of loneliness that they are not alone. Musical and Lyrical Breakdown
The song was born out of a year-long dispute with a previous record label regarding release strategies. The label blocked him from releasing music that did not align with their creative direction, triggering a downward spiral of depression and anxiety. Dennis LloydВ Anxious
Lloyd described the experience as a "horrible time" where his "head was spinning" and his "heart [was] pounding". He felt like the world was collapsing around him, a feeling that heavily influenced the song's lyrical content and raw emotional delivery. The track was designed to break the silence
A popular live version was released, showcasing the song in an atmospheric, acoustic setting. Critical and Audience Reception Lloyd described the experience as a "horrible time"